I've lost my way to my heart

I'm really emo this week...

I don't know why..

is it because of rainy day?

or this is because I'm lost...?

"Lost"...?

such a good word to describe my feeling

I'm desperate and I don't know what to do now

I want to smile when I'm facing problems

I want to be stronger after I beat down all the challenges 

but in return,

I feel that I'm so helpless

All the things happened everyday are really cruel to me

『You can see the light after tunnel』

but why I only see the darkness? 

night-blindness?

i guess so~ haha~

haiz...

I cried without reason

Cried like hell

Cried out loud

but I know it's time for me to smile

it's time for me to be stronger..

I can't let go

I can't take it anymore

Without letting go something

I can't hold anything on my hand

I am who I am?

I really don't know where is Jess...

Where is she?

Jess is disappeared?

I've lost my way to my heart....

Same picture, different feeling...